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Im holding back my tears..

Only two pictures of myself today, upload them another day, too lazy because blogger have been a chore for not having the uploading picture button for so long. Fix the bug soon! Had macdonalds with schoolmates today. Haha they were hilarious. after that only Shiqing, Koksoon, Ian and i went to 496, (around there) to slack. After slacking, i went to Tm to meet Baby. Wasn't quite in a good mood today, sorry Baby. X. Jerald was also there, we walked around while i went for a deodorant hunt. Out of stock. What the fuck. Then went to 164 to slack, another guy came to slack with us. Had a tiff with Baby.

Sorry, i cant explain my moodiness neither can i explain my tiredness today. Didnt expect such a thing to happen, i was hoping for pleasant day with you. But your reaction was seriously too exaggerating. Couldnt take the pressure, i cried while walking to main road for cab. Was on the phone with Feliciabee then. Thanks for your comforts, Felicia and Tiffany. ^^ Its good to have a blog, i can pour out my feelings here!!!!!!! Love my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Muacks to blog.

Baby, i know you're hurting, i know i was wrong.
I want you to believe me when i apologise, i promise no white lies.
But please open up your heart, i'd try to be better.
Been trying real hard..

Bulls eye!

Pictures from yesterday.

Starting from yesterday..
Happy birthday Brandon!
And smash that cake on your face! (:

Disappointingly went to prepare to meet Felicia and Brandon, was upset with Baby! Surprisingly, i reached kr before Felicia! Haha. I rock! Went into kr, tried to push everything behind me and gave a cute painting i did to Baby :D. Forgot to take a picture of it for my blog, urgh, starting to get forgetful. Hmm, so Felicia and i left and scurried to the usual shopping malls you'd find in Tampines. Ha. To purchase a cake of cause. The moment we reached there, we went shopping instead and spent on our stuffs when we were supposed to eye for cakes! I couldnt find my lip balm and i was like scrutinizing the shelves for my desirable deodorant. Please notice me if you ever see a deodorant called Fa with Pink Paradise scent in shops around Tampines, would certainly love you to death. Seems like my deodorant was totally out of stock everywhere. Got our shopping done and quickly bought the cake, rushed over to 161 to celebrate. Met the rest there. Tiffany and i were planning to escape from getting smashed by cake, in case. We were so elated to found out that they didnt smash cake on any of us! Except Brandon and some unfortunate people lol! Not long Baby and Brandon left. The remaining headed to a playground. While climbing up to the top most of the playground, i got my head banged against the metal opening,the pain was agonizing! Luckily nobody saw me getting hit, embarrassing! Took many pictures as uploaded above~ They ordered Macdonalds and i was singing to myself. Went home soon after with Tiffany. Was praying not to quarrel with Baby and he struck me >:( Made me mad and boom, quarrel! Went to sleep, trying not to think of what he said.

Today~~~~~

After school, there was oral examination.. And i think i blew it. I got stuck at picture conversation, and conversation........ HATE THE PICTURE! Totally suck ): Fuck the world.. (ftw) After oral, i went over to Ben house, realising Johnny was there too Haha. Walked home at about 4 plus, ate an ice cream and waited for Felicia to reach 201. Went over to sushi shop and ate till i was so full.. Even till now! Got a small stomach i guess, is my digestive system not working? I wanna eat ice cream but i think i'll vomit it all out. After eating, went to void deck to slack and soon we both headed home. I had my self pedicure re-done! After that, went over to 450 to pass Yanyan her birthday present, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! Its gonna be Tiffany's soon. Met Tiffany too. Yanyan went off and i slacked with Tiffany and her two friends (: At about 8 she went off, so did i. (: Gonna do my history work now, tata!

Calamity.. not.

Yoyoyo.

Lets start from friday.

Friday, school was as usual. But we had a sculpture walk after school. That really took up most of my time for going out. And one of my classmates broke a urinal in the gents'. :\ not too sure about the outcome. After school i went straight home by cab! (: Prepared as soon as i got home. I realised i managed to prepare faster than usual this few days haha, took me about 1 hour 30minutes. Usually it takes me 2 hour plus to get out of the house. Went to meet Felicia, Doreen and Jasmine at 442. They were working ice cream. Then Doreen and i went to get drinks for the girls but we took very long as we went to Lily cafe to eat. When we got back, Wen jie, Ben and another guy was there. Baby was finding his way here. Soon we went to their destinations. Helped Felicia to sell. She asked a guy that looked like 17-19, to buy ice cream. He seemed very amazed with the buffer, stared at it and dragged the word "err..." for quite long, before fishing out a 2 dollar note from his wallet and said "ok". While Felicia took the ice cream out, the lift opened and he was holding the lift for us. Due to his clumsiness, his bunch of keys dropped in the hole between the lift door and the lift! What the fuck, i was shocked that i said, "Oh my god, what the fuck it dropped inside!" And my jaw dropped wide open, i look at the guy, he looked down at look at me he even said, "Nvm haha." So calm. Felicia's jaw dropped wide open too. Haha. If i was the guy, i would call the for the civil defence. ._. Wait for the rescuers to rescue my keys. After accompanying her awhile, i went down to slack with the guys. Not long i went to Baby's house. His relatives also came. While i used the computer, he fell asleep from 1 to 3. Very infuriating! His sister was also in the room so i was afraid to wake him up. Until his sister went to bed at another room, it was already 3. Very upset with what baby said, i went home. >:(

Yesterday,
Met Baby at kr. We went to Century square to have my Pepper Lunch. Yumm. Saw Clement there. After eating, we went to smoke and bused down to Punggol to meet x.Jerald. They went to eat, while i cam whore. After they finished eating, we went to buy Bubble tea then went to a void deck to slack. Not long, Baby and i went off, Baby went home while i went to Tampines one to meet Sixian. We went down to 800 plus to find the rest. Haha, slacked. We took tons of pictures and spammed message each other. Then we went to play ice&water. When Felicia and i chased Hamster, we bumped into each other that she accidentally hit my neh so hard. ~_~ Ouchhhh!!!! Police screen us, went to other place to slack then soon i cabbed home with Tiffany (:

Look into your tiny mind.

Photos from last week.

A person's heart can change real quickly.
It isnt hard for me to trust someone but everything's changing just too fast.

It's so hard to accept the fact that things aint just changing, they're just mutating or something? Its so fast that i cant really understand why they'd turn out like that. Its pretty upset seeing someone close to you drifting away from you. You dont wish to lose this connection but everything is just slipping from your hands. Had a nice long chat with Tiffany last night, she'd know what im talking about.

Life's boring. Today ended school early because of dont know what O level stuff. And i have been dazing in school today, really reflecting or just pondering about many things. I've realised, happy things do happen to me but its the unhappy ones.. They always come in clusters! What i meant was that, everytime something made me unhappy, it wouldnt be the only thing making me upset, there'd be so much more.. So i really need to pour out my thoughts.

Baby's attitude is changing again.. Like a cyclone hit me.

I really want it back, want it back, want it back. I want the feeling back. The feeling you give me, the feeling that make me happy because i know im loved, pampered. Making me feel really important! This two days, you've been so short tempered.. or maybe just angry. But what have i even done wrong.. Asking me to find other boys to accompany me, pft. Yet i tolerated it the first time. And on my way home you totally pissed me off. Was pissing me off on purpose or did something happen that made you upset? I dont mind letting you vent your anger on me but why? Im trying to give you all my attention and time now, i've change, yeah im still trying to change for the better! But you have to give in to me sometimes right? Im always loaded with work, and you'd throw your temper out of the blue. Im not begging for someone to pity. Its just that i wanna know, what have i done wrong this time round? Its so weird you know. And yet i have no one to turn to because the person isnt there for me. When im upset, your reply is "Then go angry till yo happy lo" There's so much more i wanna pour out.

Waiting for Feliciabee come (: